Saturday, May 15th

+ @ 7:41pm +


This entry has been edited to take out the self-righteous anger.

Long story short, I'm not journaling online anymore. There was drama. I still use this for some communities, though, so I figured I'd leave this message up in case anyone wandered in.

I still post icons over at [info]jkons, my iconing journal, but that's basically the only ties I'm keeping with LJ. Thanks for stopping by, though! =D
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Morning Musume - Shabondama


Wednesday, May 12th

+ @ 10:16am +


EDIT: you know.. Nevermind.
long story short: I did stuff over the weekend and proceeded to mope about it and my life as a whole, as per my usual. It belongs in a private entry, my bad. :D
Current Mood: dissatisfied


Thursday, May 6th

+ @ 3:29pm +

Status-y things~

Okay, I host a handful of you on my webspace, because you are exceptionally kickass people who update a shitload more than I ever did. :D

In the intrests of making life a cheaper place to live, I'm considering bringing kawaii.nu back down to the non-business plan. I haven't gone over 15G of bandwidth since Melodybomb stopped being updated (are you going to bring it back up, Mink?), and there's really no reason for me to be paying for BW I don't need.

So really my question is, do any of you plan on putting up any big, mega-rare files that will attract enough attention to warrant use of all this BW?

Oh, and switching to the lower plan won't impact your space limits, and I stand by the offer to extend yours for that new website, Airiko~

Drop a comment and let me know. :D
Current Mood: mellow


Thursday, April 29th

+ @ 3:15pm +

I am greedy leecher. Support me. :D

Some things I've been wondering, from varying sources of geekdom:

In the world of the offline:
#. Jessi, what's the approximation for Holoduek's email we came up with? @hcst.edu? .com? .org? Did I even spell the man's name right? xD

In the world of the comic book:
#. Someone explain to me why there is a big black Green Lantern? This cuts the amount of times I get to click on "Green Lantern!" and see Kyle's sexiness.
Also: Does he have a name? I'm very close to calling him Shaft Gardener or John Henry Roundtree. Or Shaft Panther. :)
#. Has Girl!Robin officially appeared in comic yet? If so, WHYWTFOMGBBQ.
#. WHY WAS I NOT PREVIOUSLY INFORMED THAT JIM LEE IS DOING THE ART ON SUPERMAN NOW???????
#. Is Smallville really any good? I keep meaning to look into the DVD sets to see what I've been missing. I'm petrified of canon-rape.
#. Has Marvel done ~anything~ worthwhile lately? Aside from the Ultimate line? As I said in the last line, canon-rape makes me cry. Ultimate is too "Heroes Reborn" for me to handle. What's going on with the guys I ~care~ about? ...Any news on the Avengers or something? xD
#. Buy me the Hush paperback. Really. I need it.

In the world of audio-ing:
#. There is a very specific vocal effect done for the beginning few lines of "Be Happy! Koi no Yajirobee". What is the name of it? :O I'd assumed it was a flange, but I can't make anything sound exactly right... ;_;
#. Does the editing on Geof's BBSMAP disk not kick TOTAL and COMPLETE ass? :O Not a fan of all the songs, but the EDITING, man... Whoa. He and the other guys have also got such a sense of ~funny~. No WONDER everyone thinks of him first when they talk about BBS karaoke. xD

In the world of video editing/ripping/being a filthy leech:
#. Is there a way to rip video from a PS2 disk? I know how to rip a DVD, I know how to rip video and audio from a PSX disk... But everything I've read about PS2 ripping involves stuff that I can't seem to access on either my FFX or my FFX2 disks... And I need to make movie rips. The icons DEMAND to be made, dammit. xD
..If ripping is impossible without a VCC (silly Squaresoft encodes!), anyone have an idea of random FTPs I could leech little files from? IRC channels that have fserves available and won't boot me for typing a !list? ..I hate making conversation in IRC. I deliberately choose n00b-ish handles for a REASON. xD
#. On the subject of IRC fserves, what about old cartoons? xD The only steady channels I know of that are leecher-friendly are #morning~musume and #powerrangers. Even my random FF music chan has recently started booting leechers (Apparently, I can !list in there but not @find? What is the diff? o__o).


And where the fuck did I put my Otome Pasta single? >(! I need to rip the Bside. Motherfucker.
Current Mood: refreshed


Thursday, April 22nd

+ @ 3:03pm +


...Is it extremely selfish and snobbish to be tantrum-throwingly mad that I got a B on my economics exam?

I wrote a pair of A-level essays. I knew my stuff, and I wrote out the procedure and theory well enough for a third-grader to comprehend it.
I just didn't regurgitate the book to him like he wanted. Gasp, thinking for myself. We certainly can't have that. ~___~

I spit on this B, and all of its bretheren. -___-


Survey swiped from Nekonoai )
Current Mood: upset
Current Music: Momusu Sakuragumi - Sakura Mankai (STUCK IN MY HEAD ;_;)


Tuesday, April 20th

+ @ 10:04am +

my weekend in a nutshell

Have got a case of the MAJOR sleepies today. @_@

Thanks to everyone who hassled me about getting my reading done -- I'm actually back ahead for this week's work! Yay not having a life~ \:D/
I'm starting on some of the final projects due in a few weeks, so that I don't end up all overwhelmed like I feel like at the end of every semester. I've been scheduling myself kind of tightly for the last few weeks, and it seems to be working out! ..I hope. o.o

Mom's birthday was this past Saturday. She set a new record for longest party she's ever thrown. ^^; They left with their friends for 7:30 PM reservations on Friday evening. Then they came back and hung out in the basement. The party ended at 10:00PM Saturday night, when Mom collapsed on the downstairs futon. ^^;
There were some iffy issues that came up along the way, but here's not an appropriate forum for that. ^^;

Neko had to go back to the vet on Thursday because the dog bite from a month ago got infected. They gave him surgery, and now he's got to wear one of those pet-funnel-things. We're also concerned that the vet didn't properly drain his abcess; he grew another lump beside his surgery wound.. Gah. It's so expensive, too! ;_;

Caro got a job~ Congrats! ^^
And now that she's off and busy, I'm back on the "I need a summer job" train. But that's the old "I want the money, but I don't want to be ~there~ thought train. Am far too embittered towards anyone who will have me. xD

I never know how to end long posts. It feels like it should have a closing, or some unifying theme to tie it all together. But there is none. xD YAY NONSENSE~!
Current Mood: sleepy


Friday, April 16th

+ @ 8:00pm +

Regarding The Apprentice finale:

Kwame was ROBBED, man.

Amused by the way Omarosa started trying to weasel out of the Oprah "n-word" lie, to which Ereka piped up with a flat out "She's a LIAR!!!"... To which Omarosa couldn't reasonably retort, seeing as how America saw her caught in 2 lies within three days.

Carolyn and George had a mini-fight over which task was more difficult! Score!

The "game show" portions at the end were an insult to my intelligence. ^^; I think his SNL appeareance went to Donald's head or something -- fooled him into thinking he can be an entertainer. ^^;
Current Music: Romans - Sexy Night ~Wasurenai Kare~


Tuesday, April 13th

+ @ 10:31am +

a comedy of errors

From my bank statement:

Total Assets: $1.64

Oh yeah. Rollin' in the dough. xDD

I have no idea why I think this is as funny as I do.

I lost my cell phone case. Again. This is the third one I've lost since I've had a phone... I've got to learn to be more freakin' responsible. >(

OH, and so this has some substance, let me share a cute little anecdote.. For class, we're supposed to read Lucky Jim, by Kingsley Amis. We won't start discussion on it until Monday, but I've been reading it for the past couple of weeks because it's a MONSTER 300-page beast. That, and we were doing Waiting for Godot before, and I zoomed ahead with that. <33333 Beckett~!

Now, the back of the book described it as a high-spirited British satire of some kid named Jim. I hovered around page 150 when it started dawning on me that there was a complete absense of high-spirits, satire, or ~anyone~ named Jim.
I flipped to the title page. "Brighton Rock by Graham Greene." ..Checked back at the cover. "Lucky Jim by Kingsley Amis." Confusion.

See.. Apparently, the book Amazon sent me with my shipment for my classes back in January turns out to be a misprint. Brighton Rock's text in Lucky Jim's cover.
Which is so completely odd and BAFFLING that I didn't catch it sooner.

The problem being, I really have been enjoying Brighton Rock. It's got everything that the classics-for-class have been missing -- it's a murder mystery, with all kinds of intrigue and backstabbing and backtracking. And I've already gotten halfway through, and I want to know how Ida catches the killer.. but it's not the book I have to read for class. ;_____;

I picked up the actual Lucky Jim from the bookstore today (which prompted a check on my balance and a marvel at the fact that I had enough money to cover the cost of the book)... The book is even longer than Brighton Rock.

So basically.. If you see me online at all within the next few days.. Make sure I'm reading. 'Cause I am now officially very far behind where I want to be. ^^;;;
Current Mood: amused


Saturday, April 10th

+ @ 10:44pm +


This just in:
Final Fantasy X-2 is a COCKTEASE.

You do NOT need 100% completion to get the perfect ending. I did it with 98% last weekend, and saw all kinds of awesomeness flying around~ And then I went to look up spoilers on the "Perfect" ending, and IT WAS THE SAME THING.

100% completion is a FALLACY.
A FALSEHOOD.
A LIE.

And I wasted 75 hours of my life discovering that.

And am almost tempted to waste another 75 with that whole "new game plus" option. :O

Damn you, PS2, you cheeky little minx~


EDIT: I'm an idiot. Read more in-depth spoilers, and apparently the ~perfect~ ending is the kickass ending with a retarded, non-motion exposition scene tacked on the end. Oh well. In no hurry to give a shit about that. xD
Current Mood: full
Current Music: Sexy 8 - Shiawase Desu ka? (Lofi Mix)


Thursday, April 8th

+ @ 3:31pm +


Am officially out of time on my paid LJ account. ;_____;
I feel so..... ~common~. ;_;


I dug up an old survey from last March just for the fuck of it. Killing time 'cause I don't want to go back outside in the rain. xD
It's not cut, because I am a SUPERBITCH. >)


Person that introduced you to LJ? Long story short was that everyone had one and I was tired of being anonymous in peoples' journals. I got a code from [info]hezaaiscool (who no longer uses LJ), and then turned this into a personal space for stuff that wasn't suited for the public-ness of my Blog. ...And then people started all going to LJ ~anyway~, and I said "fuck it" and merged the two. ^^*

Still friends with this person? Heather and I still talk every now and again, usually in short Q/A sessions, but she's off being all with the REAL life, and I'm.. well... not. ^^; Part of the natural order of things.

List everyone on your friends list that you've met in person: [info]aihs, [info]akanesama, [info]ivy_fairchance & [info]tsujichan (or so we've been told. xD), [info]kutsushita (TECHNICALLY), [info]michi_angel, [info]naroclie, [info]odeko, [info]__hyacinthus, [info]prothios, and [info]y2kenjination

List everyone on your friends list you plan to meet this year: [info]fujieda EVENTUALLY, [info]elmtreefire if we can ever coordinate something, and [info]yeats in the somewhen.. ^^*

List everyone on your friends list you've not met BUT with whom you've spoken on the phone: [info]winterswitchery, [info]kitto, [info]hezaaiscool, [info]siln, [info]alexei, [info]darkenedwings, [info]kwanboa, and [info]yuugainotenshi

Anyone on LJ you can't stand? I don't visit the journals of those who upset me. It works out well. ^^*

Name one person on your friends list you would most like to meet: I'd really like to see [info]naroclie in an environment where we had more than just a couple of hours.

Last person you added? [info]yeats

Ever banned someone from commenting in your journal? Yep, two people, two seperate incidents. They wouldn't get out any other way. xD

Biggest pet peeve about LJ? How social and political it's becoming. If I ask you what's wrong, don't hand me an LJ link, I'm ASKING you for a reason, dammit. xD Journals are personal and private things, and LJ's losing that along the way somewhere.
Current Mood: mischievous


Thursday, April 1st

+ @ 3:08pm +


Hi Livejournal, it's been a while. How are you? ^^;;;

After writing, it occured to me that this is exceedingly and unnecessarily bitter. Probably typo-laden too. Click @ own risk. )
Current Mood: grumpy at the world~


Tuesday, March 16th

+ @ 6:11pm +


Today's life lesson:

Those who mock J-idols' food poisoning and wish them harm are doomed to contract said food poisoning themselves.

...fuckin' karma. ;_;
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Aisumije - Ai Araba ~ It's All Right
Thursday, March 11th

+ @ 2:05pm +

Boring entries are better than effort-y ones~!

I have decided I want to learn how to knit.

Who wants to teach me? (or at least point me to a tutorial with pictures. ^^*)

I shall make myself a Gryffndor scarf to wear to PoA's premire (in June. Am aware of the inappropriate. Shut up. :D). Scarves just seem like they would be easy to make. ^^*

and WHY has spring break made me so unmotivated? ;_; Stupid having free time. ;_;

EDIT: Oh yeah, Made some random Sailormoon icons earlier this week. No logic attached, aside from the nonwillingness to get anything constructive accomplished. ^^;
Current Mood: lethargic
Current Music: Aa! - First Kiss (Lovesick Mix)


Saturday, March 6th

+ @ 12:27am +


On the subject of the IRL:
Nervous about meeting DS tomorrow. Judging solely on te superficial aspects of his photos, the way he acts on the BBS, and the creepy way he refuses to give us his real name... I'm just glad Jet and everyone'll be around. @_@

[info]akanesama, [info]prothios, are we still on for Sunday? And what's so awful about a good plate of rice and beans? >O Beans are good for you. ;_;

On the subject of the Sailormoon:
Dark Mercury pisses me off. The mesh on that costume is AWFUL. Why must everyone fawn over her so?
Now that Ayaka Komatsu has grown on me and become less hideous as Venus, I'd like to see less of this "OMG PRINCESS" bullshit and more of her being cute and involved with the team. ;__;

Should go to bed. Have accomplished great amounts of nothing today. ...bah, pointless post. ^^;
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Berryz Koubou - Anata Nashi de wa Sekite Yukenai


Wednesday, March 3rd

+ @ 10:45am +

On the subject of the random...

Anyone have an instrumental of the Cutey Honey Flash theme song? :O

You know, the one that starts,
"Kono goro hayari no onna no ko
Oshiri na chiisa na onna no ko"


Been thinking of the Fujimoto/Ishikawa/whoever-else-was-there version from the NHK(?) special last year.. Am having flashes of Rikon Tanjoubi-style covers..
IT'D BE FUUUN~

COME ON. "oshiri na chiisana" as a lyric? HOW BOSS WOULD THAT BE TO KARAOKE??

Not that I've WinMXed or anything myself, direct-leeching is more fun. ^.~

Speaking of karaoke, I really need to start up a new collection of girls with rock-ish voices.. Like the sound I get with Aisumije, only in a world where TINA SENDS ME FILES. xDDD I know Jessi, Riko, and Suika could handle it (like I'm not expecting 5756735893656738 things from Riko as it is.. xD Get better, girl!), but then there's the backlash of shoving jessi into more groups again and people getting on me for not accepting the newbies-who-can't-carry-a-tune..

Oh, I still have to come up with broken-up lyrics for Bibimoni's second song, don't I? Note to self.

I REALLLY need to get this procrastination-album better organized. xD I'm making all sorts of plans (OH Mink you got those Haha to Musume lyrics I PMed you, right? I suck at that song, don't worry too much about what you sound like.. ^^*) and haven't really organized anything solid.

ACK CLASS might babble more later. xD
Current Mood: chipper


Monday, March 1st

+ @ 10:19am +


My journal is boring depressing because I never bother to write up fond memories. Let us rectify that. ^_^

This weekend, [info]naroclie and her mother drove down to visit NYC. As I am the Eternal Tagalong, I insisted that we have a meetup. After we both weedled at our moms for a while, we arranged for them to visit me on Friday evening, and then they'd go off and be all touristy Saturday and Sunday.

I cleaned like whoa Friday afternoon. xD I hadn't thought I was capable of covering three rooms in six hours. Best under pressure, I suppose. ^.^* But then she arrived, and we proceeded to have a WAR of overpoliteness. xD

We watched the Batman Beyond movie with Director's Commentary on. Dini and Timm are such fanboys~ xD "We were really trying to explore the concept of Robin as Batman's son, and the Joker perverting the concept -- oh EW man! ....We shouldn't have written that. That's so bad."
And we eventually putzed through comic books and old awful should-have-been-burned sketchbooks of mine (you will breathe NO WORD of my childhood retardation, Caro. Not a WORD. xD) and then let old Adam West-style Batman soothe us to sleep. xD
I was out before the second episode -- how DID they break out of the Penguin's helium-vacuum trap? o_o

It wasn't much event-wise, but it's been so long since I had the feel of an old-school "sleepover" experience. ^^ It was completely refreshing. I enjoyed. ^^*
Current Mood: cheerful


Thursday, February 26th

+ @ 11:08am +

Just a few messages. :D

[info]aihs: Jeannie deleted her journal? o_O Did I miss something?

[info]naroclie: Number one, FEEL BETTER~! Number two, I hope it doesn't seem like I'm forcing you to go out of your way for a meetup.. =X It's just mildly convenient, you coming to the city this weekend.. Don't wanna cause any problems with your parents, though.. =\

[info]kwanboa: For that matter, you feel better too. =*

[info]kitto: I hope things are going well with Matt~ You crazy kids. :3

[info]fujieda: and WHEN are we going to see some content over on projecthello, HMMMM? Here I'd thought you'd been working on this! xD

[info]jessimusashi and [info]elmtreefire: Neither of you did any harmony records for Kosui yet, right? 'Cause Airiko's been working with me lately about why my harmonies always sound crappy, and there are techniques I'd had no idea about. o_o So I might have a hankerin' to re-record your parts.. Ehe.. hehe... ^^*
Current Mood: okay


Wednesday, February 25th

+ @ 11:31am +


My random message board gripe of the moment:

It bothers me when people register on an English message board with an S-JIS username.
"Ooh, you know the katakana equivalent of 'Chris'. Big fuckin' whoop."

There is no logic behind this post. That's the fun of it. :D


Sunday, February 22nd

+ @ 9:05pm +

Sigh. ;_;

Annnd, I weep for computer issues )
Current Mood: tired


Thursday, February 19th

+ @ 11:41pm +

RPG Pluggage~!

I don't normally pimp out RPGs on the normal journal, but this new one I've joined needs to not be on life-support. xDD

It's a Potter game, [info]incantatem, and it's one of those post-apocalyptic, Voldie-won-the-war games... But it is SUCH an interesting premise bogged down by questionable moderation (The mod plays Ginny, with the Username "i_fuckvoldemort"..? o_o)... So I say we stage a takeover. xD I look in the general direction of [info]naroclie, [info]aihs, and [info]darkenedwings, since I've been bugging you to join a Livejournal RPG for AGES now... And also in the direction of [info]__hyacinthus even though she's got NO time anymore.. :D

Kind of wish I was still talking to [info]hobaggins, too, even though she intimidated the hell out of me. xD

So yeah come on, rape Rowling's characters with me. xD Angsty games are FUN dammit. :D
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Random karaoke - Go Girl! ~Koi no Victory~


Wednesday, February 18th

+ @ 8:32am +


Dear everyone important in Japan:

Please hold off on releasing albums for a while.
I am a poor little leech (who wouldn't WANT to pay money for the PGSM album anyway) and am still dialing up.
This constant release thing is making it difficult for me to pirate everything I would like to over the time people are still sharing it.
Or, at least postpone episodes of Sailormoon for a month or so while I catch up... ;_;
Current Mood: silly


Sunday, February 15th

+ @ 2:13pm +

Bible-eirs need not apply. ^^*

Prompted by my Philosophy paper...
Ali and I blaspheme. ^_^ )
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Minimoni - Mirakururun Guranpurin


Tuesday, February 10th

+ @ 10:47am +

MY POOR BATMAN. ;__;

This makes me cry.

Rino Romano as Bruce? Nonononono, Kevin Conroy IS Batman's voice. His acting has such nuance, such inflection, was so able to shift between the gritty "FUCK YOU" of Batman and the "Hi, wanna fuck? :D" of Bruce Wayne..

I CALL A BOYCOTT, much like I have already done for the makes-me-openly-weep "Teen Titans" cartoon. ;_____;
Current Mood: cynical


Sunday, February 8th

+ @ 5:30pm +

Mountains out of MOLEHILLS, I swear. ~_~

Okay, seriously. It wasn't all that funny in the first place. It's over, stop beating a dead horse.

Or better yet, keep trading that oh-so-witty banter until you're blue in the face. But keep me out of it on both sides please. ^^;
That was the whole reason for me locking that last entry. Get over it please, everyone. ^^;;;
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Matsuura Aya - Kiseki no Kaori Dance


Thursday, February 5th

+ @ 3:06pm +


Okay, so when I said "a few days"... I meant "a few hours". Color me impatient. :3

But yeah, true to my overstating everything, the "grande trimdown" was only a handful of people. ^^*

Again, it's nothing personal against those of you I got rid of, I'm just not all that comfortable with having you all up in my business. ...Sorry. ^^*

EDIT:
Thank you for being so very mature about this all, and letting things DROP.
If you want the last word, you are NOT getting it in my journal, Spence. Take your adolescent moral outrage and point it somewhere it MATTERS. Thanks for demonstrating what I meant about not being able to let anything go.
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Current Mood: hungry




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